well i come back bloging cause i'm damn f**king angry and sad now!
sometimes i wonder
why am i born in this family?!
why do i have such stingy, petty mother?!
why do i have a mother that will not say any encouraging words even if her daughter did some improvement in her study?!
why do i always have a difficult time talking to you?!
why cant we just talk nicely like other mother and daughter?!
isit really that difficult to talk between us?!
why are we always end up shouting and quarreling with each other?!
why i dont feel the love by you?! or isit i'm asking too much?!
seriously i dont understand at all!
sometimes i really want to run away from this home!
i'm feeling veryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery sad now. :(
but i cant tell anyone. nobody understand how i'm feeling. :(
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